There You Go

 Most of the time, I think I have a handle on the 12 Fruits of the Holy Spirit. But, truthfully my struggle  with Patience, is legendary. When those patience genes were being passed out, it's just possible that I may have gotten impatient, left early and didn't get my share.

Oh, I know, "Good things come to those who wait." But, it's so hard. Actually, I do have some degree of patience, when I deal with folks. After all, I am a mother, grandmother and former teacher. I just don't have any patience with myself. If I can't understand or complete a task, then almost instantly, I just give up. I'm done. No patience!!!

This issue of mine is definitely a problem. I don't have any patience, when it comes to my phone. I've tried and tried, but I can't seem to figure out how to use it effectively. Most of the time, I can manage to answer the blessed thing, but not always. Then, there are my hearing aids, that generally (but not always) link to my phone. Really, two impossibly complicated things for me to manage, are supposed to get together and make my life twice as easy. I don't think so. I am apt to get frustrated and walk away, without solving the issues with either one!

I've done it all my life. Math problems. Logic problems...I never understood how the childhood game "Clue" was played. No patience. I would just guess early, so I wouldn't have to wait for someone, other than me, to figure out who, how and where. Computer issues. It's impossible for me to figure out spread sheets or where and how to "save" stuff......to this computer, to the cloud, or to the desk top? Then, when I can't find where they went, after I "save" them, I just quit!

At my age, this affliction of mine is not likely to change. I will continue to attempt to figure things out, but more likely than not, asking for help is the most efficient answer. People are often kind and obliging to little old ladies. People are patient with me.

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Dear Lord. Asking for patience doesn't seem to be working. Guidance and discernment, may be what I need. I am thankful for my many blessings. You are my strength.